there used to be a commercial aired i think this is it! maybe it can help? ive seen a few stand up comedians as well! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1whG-9BjsQ it has subs so check it out! also check out Drew Lynch! never give up on your dream, do not let something stop you from being what you want to be or who you really are! i wish you all the best! you have my complete support and i will root for you! :)