You are right. Thank you. I want to get your address or a place nearby so maybe I can send you stuff in the future during Christmas or so on. I learned a lot. And will write about them, one thing for sure, we have to redeem a sin and spread love. That's our goal, I believe. I will be doing things I like that's what a roommate who does a lot of cannabis told me when I told her how I felt after. I will then...maybe I should not share in public. It may be paranoia but maybe it's best to be silent, I think I did or said something wrong and were given such outcome and I keep saying this but I will write about it.