Yeah I knew when I created this post there was a large chance it was going to be downvoted to hell but I couldn't keep up with the charade that we all have the same amount of anxiety and difficulty speaking. I know that this community is probably the only community in the world where we can understand each other to a decent bit, but even then I still feel like an outsider compared to some people who aren't in the same severity level as me. Which is exactly why we should be striving for more diagnoses in the world of speech pathology so we can have more "in groups" and more people who can further relate to each other.