Completely related to you! By the way it's not funny at all, my stuttering is very severe and it broke my life. I live in a depression all my antisocial life with nervous tics. There were times when I could laugh at 16-19 y.o. when I believed that I can get rid of it and it will be a funny story to tell. But it seems to stay with me forever and it's getting worse. Once my stuttering was like repeating first letter of every second word I say. But now I'm usually blocked on every second letter in one word. Or sometimes I can't get a first letter out of my mouth. Sometimes It's seems to me that I'm getting mute