Got stopped by police, they asked me some questions, i stuttered on every word.

Got stopped by police, they asked me some questions, i stuttered on every word. Note: i'm writing this an hour after it happened. So every night my mom finishes her work late at night and it's dangerous for her to walk back home alone (we don't have a car). So i have to go to her working place when she ends so we walk home together. I always run when i'm on my way to her working place, it's like a little exercise routine i have every night. As i was running tonight there was a police car running behind me and they stopped me. I was scared shitless, not because of the police but my fear of speaking as i have a very bad stutter. So naturally they asked me a bunch of questions (normal) and i swear i chocked upon every word, it was so hard, i was scared that they thought i did something wrong because i was nervous as fuck. Anyway they looked at me kinda weird, they probably think i'm a fucking retard or something and they probably let me off because they pitied the shit out of me.. I feel so embarrassed and i just wanna disappear.. Don't know if they laughed their asses off afterwards or felt a huge amount of pity.. Sometimes i wish i was never born.. i fucking hate everything. I almost never talk because of my stutter, unless i have to.. don't know how much longer i can hold before i break up. I'm 19 btw. Sorry if this was a bit longer post.