Slowly but surely it will get better. This sentence really help me a lot. I know that it doesn’t matter what other people think about me, but I often forget this and let other people judge me in my mind. If this is just how I was born, then I have to be happy when I make normal speech even though other people see that no big deal but I just think that normal speech is supposed to happen everyday and I feel a kind of afraid to lose the normal speech again, which means I have huge fear inside my mind.