Any topic that I’m interested in or passionate about discussing will result in so much stuttering that I don’t converse above basic generic stuff in most settings. This leads to very lopsided interactions and skewed perceptions of my depth. This year of isolation, while tumultuous for most, has resulted in lots of personal growth. I’m more relaxed and self assured. I quit all other social media. I am beyond chill hanging out in my office, working on my hobbies. Doing what I’m in to without the desire to project it out to anyone for approval. Wether the stutter makes me feel like I can’t have authentic face to face relationships or I really can’t, I don’t know. This year has proven though, I am happier not trying and investing that energy into myself has been an priceless gift. I’m taking active steps to be able to work from home full time within the next 6 months. I mean I have friends, I guess I should note. I’m just really content not seeing them that often. I text lots and that’s fine for most.