My positivity immediately fades away when i get laughed at or tried to speak to someone but can’t get the word out. Then comes the motivation that “Oh, I am just unique! I am also a human and i have the right to do what those who don’t stutter do too. I’ll just speak and if they don’t like me for it, that’s their problem.” Then i’ll attempt to do it again, then i get dejected again. Back to negativity. It’s a cycle HAHA