I understand you 100%. I work at a dispensary and have to communicate with customers all day 5 days a week. People always make comments about my stutter, smile and laugh at me when I’m talking. It makes you feel pretty shitty about yourself. I hate being amusement for people that don’t understand. It can be so isolating but you can’t let it control your life. Meditate and really try to come to grips with what you are and accept and love yourself cause nobody is gonna do that for you. We’re never alone because we all have each other in this community and we truly understand the pain and hurt it can cause