You said that your condition to stutter is "I stutter at authority figures/women". How did you approach your condition in order to improve your speech? I mean, what did you do what your condition or rule that you set upon yourself to stutter? I have many conditions like "It makes sense to ONLY stutter on vowels (and not on other letters)". Every week I have other conditions, so people always ask why I don't stutter some days and completely stuck on other days. And I explain that I always change my conditions.