If it makes you feel better one time I had a job interview and when I got to the front desk to tell the lady what I was there for I stuttered so bad and my eye started twitching and everything it was so embarrassing and everyone was looking on top of that she looked so concerned and after gave me a whole 10 minute speech about how I need to relax and calm down. I understand what you’re going through it’s very hard and extremely stressful sometimes