First of all, thank you for reading my post and replying to me. And secondly, the rational side of me keeps saying that he’s not gonna care (and if he does he’s not worth my time). But then the insecure part of me keeps telling me that I am defective and I’ll be lucky to find anyone who will put up with me. It’s the insecure side that keeps taking over and that’s why I wrote this post. Thanks for reaffirming what I (sort of but not really) already knew, because I really needed it. I’m just gonna come out with it and hope for the best. Thank you so much!!