I really feel your pain we have all been through this, maybe yours is worse than mine but i feel your pain of not being able to make an order, because u know u will stutter and look awkward but trust me it don’t matter don’t ever ever ever stop yourself from doing something because you might stutter, like the Nike advertisement usually say “Just Do It” go for it even if you will stutter, because overthinking that you might stutter will only male your stuttering worse, fuck what other people might think just focus on yourself and please try not to think about suicide. 🙏🏽