Yes true i definitely know how you feel going through it myself but You have believe that there is light at the end of this tunnel. Its the only way its definitely hard but you are fighting a long long war you have to fight it one way or the other . am too stuttering a lot nowdays because i am not at social these days preparing for ca and my stutter has gone from bad to worst . One trick is that you go to a govt hospital(free) a good one and make lame excuses like wrist pain or fever etc And try to talk to the lower middle class or guys from villages during the line to the doctors office and as them what happend to them how it happend etc etc they are generally open a nice chat. Tell them why you are here and if you stutter no problem you are never gonna see them again . Try it for 1 month maybe your world view will change. Also you get to know lot about the world. I