I'm so glad you found inspiration in Kendrick and I completely agree with you that finding out that your favourite artist or someone you look up to also had the issue that you are facing. It's truly inspiring. I hated my stutter and I hated myself as well (well, i kind of still do) but then I found out a lot of celebrities who are known for their speech and charisma had a stutter. Marilyn Monroe, James Earl Jones ~ all of them had a stutter. I was surprised to hear that people like them whom I could listen to for hours struggled with the exam same thing that I do, but if they could get better, so can I. I wish you all the luck on your journey to overcome your struggles. You'll make it through <3