Sometimes making fun of others is better than hiding it.

Sometimes making fun of others is better than hiding it. # Please read the full article. **First, I introduce Myself:** I have had Lisp and Stuller issue since a child or you can say from last 20 years and not I'm 22 years old currently I'm in my college placements periods and getting some really good offers in HR round they don't tell the reason but I know it is because of my communication. And I am thankful to all my friends, family and teachers for not feeling my odd one but now I think this is the only reason I stutter to date now but after getting rejections then I realise you are the only person in the interview room, not your friend and in the end, all your friend get 2x 3x times packages than you even your skill are much better to them. **and then I realise it's not like you can fix it's yourself you need someone help who is an expert in the field or who can stop you whenever you Stutter not fixed themself.** So in last year(December) the first time, I meet one therapist and then I realise how worst my condition was most people have only one problem Lips or Stuttering but for me, I have both. **Then I start my therapy with him and in the first months, he only focuses on basic alphabets and similar words like car, tar, har**. and I was thinking what the hell is that why he focuses on kids' stuff but when I start reading those sentences I read its whole paragraph in 2 3 round and the whole time I thought I read it correctly after seeing the recording I finds out my 70% or words are incorrect. and that time I realise I don't understand what I said so how is it possible someone new can understand me it's different in my close circle because they listen to me for the last 5 to 7 years at least so they easily understand but for me, it's hard to impossible. and now in just 2 months of therapy and a few hours per day of training I successfully kill my social anxiety and 90% of my Lips and 30% of Stuttering are fixed. Yes, it's not like I overcome my Stuttering and Lips like magic but now I gain the confidence so I can easy talks to some stranger and he also clearly understand sometimes I stopped and in very few cases Lips also happened but the result is to community some and he also understands that I achieve which is just 2 months ago I feel like its impossible. But the last 20 years are making me an introvert and currently, I don't know how can I overcome that. Even today I hardly talk to girls or talk with friends in in-game voice chats or public presentations/interviews. but one thing I know is that due to lockdowns it's hard to meet random guys and random scenarios where I can give my real test and get the accurate result. So, in the end, I just want to say it's not like you can solve it yourself you need someone who can stop you every time you stutter or lips so you can find what mistake you did and how you can make it better in future.