You are not alone here, we are here. Don't let the stutter win, fight it. It give something that non-stutter person don't have : a goal. A thing to work on. For example, I focused my energy on proving my values with my works instead of my words. I learned plenty of relaxation technics, and I am more empathic, as I have done some psychology therapy on myself. I forced myself to sign my name for optional classes that focused on oral, like english theater or "How to do a speech". Stuffs that I will never had to do if I didn't needed to practice my voice and my mind. Now I worked to have a really good situation. I have an engineer degree and an MBA, really good friends and a great girlfriend. Keep faith ! Take it as your own personal challenge to build the life you want. It's a big challenge, so bigger will be the reward