You are not alone. I have felt all of those things at some point too. Just wanted you to know as sometimes it helps to know you aren’t the only one. I’m 44 now & it’s not gone but it has improved a lot. I have spent so much time shaming myself internally. We all have some sort of flaw or cross to bear, some are just more visible or apparent to others. Kids are cruel. You are not stupid or less of a person. Sending you support ❤️❤️❤️