Get it out man. It took me years to develop confidence, basically just saying “fuck it,” and going for it. You are 22, you’ve seen how life can beat you up and piss you off, but it gets better. Plus, women are like a bus, another one will come along in a bit. You just gotta know when and where to look. Cheers from once depressed with a bleak-outlook dude who is now married to a smoke show, has a kick ass job and two kids. Grab life by the horns and skullFuck it.