I’m sorry you feel the way you feel. Just because we stutter, doesn’t mean Jack shit!! It’s not OUR problem, it’s other people’s problem, people aren’t educated, and I’m not blaming them either. They just don’t know how to deal with it. I woke up one morning, and said “FUKC IT !!” ..my girlfriend, now wife of 25 years has NEVER brought up the subject of me stuttering, she doesn’t finish my sentences, doesn’t talk or order for me at restaurants, or make phone calls for me, and I love her for that. I work as an electrician, I 2 beautiful kids. I’m happy. I’ve had some bad experiences in the past, “Keep going” Please, it will be ok, just surround yourself with good people. Take care my friend.