Thanks for your advice and time. I wish I could turn my stutter off for periods of time and even when I try to stay calm one block or repetitive word just causes that to go away. If I see that a persons vibe is nice and patience then I tend to stutter less but a lot of people aren't kind. Maybe Im seeing things but when I stutter and I see their faces as I stutter it just makes it worse. I was so excited to date but now Im just jaded lol. Im pretty sure all my relationships ended because of my stutter when they noticed it was severe and was gonna affect a lot.