I’m 50, from Toronto and a electrician. I felt the same way about my stuttering years ago. I was depressed as a teenager and early 20’s, over weight and anti-social. I woke up one day and said to myself “ FUCK EVERYBODY” I’m not the one with the problem, it’s other people who hear me and see me stuttering that have the problem. I met an amazing girl at 24, we got married, had 2 amazing kids. I lost a bunch of weight. I’m more out going, love being around people. I still stutter the same as always, some days better than others. Yeah it sucks when people look at you funny, like your drunk or on there’s something wrong with you, but FUCK IT !!! It’s their problem not your bro. Hang in there bro, life is not all bad when your a stutter, Reach out and let it all out before your mental health gets any worse.