Indeed. The majority of tasks that people wouldn't see as anything are very difficult to do for stutterers. I still get very embarrassed in the moment but I don't really care afterwards. Before I would have felt like shit for days; now it's not an issue afterwards. I am doing the bare minimum in life because I have to. I'm just going to get a job after school and that's pretty much it. I don't care to try to make friends or have a relationship. Requires the energy that I do not possess. Also, I wouldn't visit /r/foreveralone again. It's a subreddit dedicated to very desperate sad people.