I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO SAY WHAT I WANT TO SAY

I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO SAY WHAT I WANT TO SAY It's so goddamn frustrating. It's 100% worse for me on the phone and I hate that sometimes the person is like oh is there something wrong with our line and laughs?? NO. That awkward silence is me trying to get my words out ffs End rant.