Does anyone else hate talking?

Does anyone else hate talking? Sometimes when I go places I type stuff on my phone, like ordering food, and show the waiter and order my food that way. They give me a weird look, but F it; it's better than stuttering. Or, I have my children order for me. (I am so glad they are not cursed like me) Sometimes I go days with very good fluency and then BAM!! I can't talk if my life depended on it. Sometimes, I consider just telling new people I am mute.