Things for me are starting to look up, I used to work in the most "liberal" feild of archaeology but I got bullied non-stop. I am sorry they made fun over you, how rotten it was especially over a suicide attempt. I actually tried that 4 years back once this new theme in my life started. Once I was diagnosed with MS I was either ghosted or jobs I told just randomly dropped me demanding all my medical history. I wouldnt be paid in the meantime. That sounds like a great job! Glad you have that oppurtunity. Sometimes its best we work alone for a while. Working retail was brutal man. People really do not have empathy for us for the most part. I dont care what they think but it has a direct effect on my well being when it comes to survival and providing for myself. I started a new job and career recently that will save me. I just do not get paid for 3 months but when I do its a lot, more than I can even imagine.