I have the same type of stuttering you described, and yes weare really underrepresented even in stuttering communities. I always notice it when someone says “Hey, I’m a stutterer working as a lecturer or manager it doesn’t not define you” and I’m like… what?! You guys can actually talk to people? I’m in the same boat I can’t even make phone calls, and the only work I can manage is physical labour. And it takes me 10 to 20 second to get the words out and when i mess up at the beginning it becomes worse. Do you mind if I send you a DM