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Acceptance ! I still cant accept that i have a stutter. All of this seems so unreal to me. I wish it was all a bad dream and one day i would just wake up from bed , being a normal person . Talking to my friends at school , joking with them Telling the answers to teachers questions to prove that im not just some dumbf*** who sits quietly in the corner as if he is non existent. Asking question and clearing my doubts without any extra effort Taking part in a Model United Nations event at my school and being a delegate representing a specific country Order what i want to eat not what i can say easily And the list goes on and on But i have to face the bitter truth , that its just nearly impossible doing all this stuff. Hardest and depressing part is knowing deep within that you can do it but your stuttering demon holds you behind. I fear im losing way too many opportunities now as a high school student and possibly in the future too due to my speech impediment But in the end this is just the harsh reality . I have to deal with it. Life isnt always easy