19 M and my social anxiety is so bad i dont even know what to say. I cant start a conversation or maintain one. Very few friendships which last really short. No friend group, no female friends and of course never had a girlfriend. Whenever i start a conversation with a girl my stutter gets bad and it ends up awkward. Even if i managed to vibe with ladies i wouldn't get in a relationship bcs i feel like they deserve more than a person who stutters. Am however doing my best to change this.