Low self-esteem

Low self-esteem I am always living with a sense of low self-esteem because of my stutter, feeling like it’s an obstacle that I won’t be able to overcome ever. I adopted a careless attitude to everything else that I do because, you know, what’s the use, I’m still lower than other people who can speak properly. I know it’s a toxic thought and might be wrong, but that’s the reality, that’s how my mind treats me..