hey i know how you feel and what you are going through ! i have the exact same problems, but if you can speak perfectly fine alone then there is room for you to get better and improve your stuttering problem. I know its extra hard work for us and it seems unfair but lifes like that. You just cant let it push you down and make you give up entirely. I would recommend you join the stuttering discord group and do reading sessions everyday. thats what im trying to do. also i have some good books to read up on and if you want to improve you have to read it, it helps you understand what stuttering really is.