For the first time in my life I openly and voluntarily accepted my stammering
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For the first time in my life I openly and voluntarily accepted my stammering I'm a University student Fresher, here in my University we have Senior culture (not ragging) but teaching basic discipline and how to self introduce yourself. They are very serious in this and this has been followed for many years. They asked all the freshers to introduce themselves and i was so damn sure I'm gonna fcuk this up and embarass myself. My chance came and i actually disclosed my stammering and all were actually supportive of it. But still I never asked for this from God? Why did he give this? Just to make my already fcuked life more fcuked up? It was so embarrassing for me seeing everyone feeling sorry for me!!! I'm unable to express that feel everyone was so supportive but I was rejecting myself and Hating myself for this i thought no one would come near me if I disclose my stammering, but after that everyone started helping me it felt like I was actually disabled with something serious!!! I'm glad that I have disclosed this issue but at the same time I regret disclosing it...