I feel you so much here, my stutter disappears and come back randomly, people who don't stutter really dont know how (this speech disorder, not stuttering in general) feels like, i truly send wishes to u; to be honest,and I know this goes against my speech-therapists advice.. **Maybe or wait** actually not, (I was told to speak more, but when I really really struggle I actually just stop speaking, `and I use my phone, or paper and pencil` and show - the person im *"speaking"*(pun intended) *to*, Oh and I dont write this to hijack-sorry it became a bit much, I want to solidify / add to your post as I **`WHOLEHEARTEDLY agree with it. Truly.`** I wanted to say, I do want to talk more but sometimes its so difficult to even say Yes, I have to breath in 200% of lung capacity to even try, # TLDR: I feel you; Sending you one huge hug; respect for opening up too; I am less open, so total admiration to you really