I keep going back on forth on it, cause like yeah, there are jobs I can’t do cause I can’t speak fluently consistently. Even with what I do know, which is theatre tech, I’m working mostly with my hands, but I struggle to give instructions to people I’m a space where we all need to be on the same page. But I feel like I’m not deserving of calling it a “true disability” cause like I can live life just fine other wise. The jobs I can’t do are akin to how most people can’t be fashion models or professional soccer players. But also, I probably couldn’t do retail or work as a waiter, I’m limited in any job that requires in person communication and that’s so fucking draining to think about. I don’t know, it’s probably me just thinking I don’t have it as bad as other people.