Amen bro! I agree with everything that you said here. Life can have some bad and depressing parts but it also has some good. And I think the good parts make life worth it in the end. Sometimes we can lose track of the good in our lives and only look for the bad. But the more we stop and appreciate life's little blessings, the more we can feel the joy of living and experiencing this life. As stutterers we may not be able to really control our speech but we can control other aspects of live and carve out our own little space in society. Love you too and do your best in college!