Same. I also talk more fluently around my sister and close family than professors and other people and I wish that weren't the case because I'd be more interesting and have more friends if I could just say everything without the words holding me back and ruining my confidence. I literally have walked away from conversations feeling stupid. But now I'm not in school, so I'm either at work, with my family, or with my partner. I don't stutter as much as I used to because I'm just not around as many people anymore.