I feel like as I grow older it's just getting worse.

I feel like as I grow older it's just getting worse. I have been stuttering since I started speaking and going to school (I'm 19) I was always mocked kinda avoided speaking and always tried to ignore the occasional "D-d-do you know how to speak properly" which sucked a lot, either way I was doing online classes today when my teacher asked me something I knew the answer for but when I was about to say it I stuttered in almost every word and my teacher was patient did not correct me, did not interrupt me after answering I muted my mic and screamed so dawn loud and banged my table, it's always the same thing why even speak at this point. Back to the point sorry for the long rant, as I grow older I just feel like it's getting worse by the year. To scared to do anything social, to scared to speak to anyone, sucks dude. It just sucks so much.