All we can do as humans is try ..the amount of effort that your putting into your life despite the challenges is amazing ..be proud of yourself..you did what many others with stammers refuse to do..don’t cry because you were born with a stammer & how it can make simple task become a challenge ..take it on the chin & use it as fuel to improve yourself become better,learn new things about yourself & enjoy life more ..there’s more to life than just human interaction..discover what makes you happy & enjoy being happy