I started psychotherapy around month ago. She told me that I’m speaking fluent and she didn’t notice it before I talked about it. But I know that I have stutter. I was frustaed because I hear and feel it. So I can relate. I have some dark places in my mind that I need to visit. This is my hope. To untangle some twisted thoughts that I have. I believe that majority of my fears are learned in the childhood. They don’t let me live my best life. So I will continue the psychotherapy at all cost. I don’t have message to you, but I believe that there SHOULD be a solution for that misery. But It won’t be easy and quick