Now that I think about it my heart is pounding sometimes and I feel symptoms of physical anxiety, I guess over many years I got used to living like this and doing the bare minimum it became my new normal. Today I took L Tyrosine and it does help when taken sparingly. My only concern with a prescription is does it permanently fix the anxiety wiring in my brain or whatever, or will I have to be on it for the rest of my life to keep getting the anti-anxiety effects. I always thought a med couldn't do anything for me bc I kept telling myself the stutter is genetic but I didn't consider the physical link to anxiety. I'm going to consult with a psychiatrist about all this, since now I have to enter the professional world so will have to 100% function at a higher level. Previously I've had easy at home jobs but I realized my life will suck forever if I don't do better