Jesus i totally relate. So right now my job has daily turnover meetings. Some days I'll be the one leading and the next few months I'll have to do it more often which i fucking dread. I just found this subreddit and just now realize that my anxiety is my trigger to my stutters. Group presentation or public speaking, terrified of them and I lose my ability to speak completely which fucking blows. I feel like it's gonna hinder my professional career because whenever i look for a new job, I'll look at the responsibilities and see if it requires leading presentations or calls with a ton of people on it cause my mind blanks. So far i literally have to draft up things to say before the call so I can read off of it to minimize my stutters and anxiety lol