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Really confusing Hope you all doing great I was just wondering why I have problem speaking ( Idk if it is stammering or stuttering or sth else) when talking to ppl or in the presence of ppl, but not when I am speaking alone . It just didnt make sense and it is frustrating as hell . I just want to understand what happens to me when talking to ppl . On the other hand, I left a master program because at some point I lost myself and confidence ( maybe the fact of me having problem speaking in front of ppl is the most obvious reason...),but am still trying to find myself again ( it is really scary to feel lost although u r physically not lost). ARE YOU TOO HAVING PROBELM SPEAKING IN THE PRESENCE OF PPL, BUT NOT WHEN YOU ARE ALONE ? NOTE : Because of not knowing the name of my speech disorder, this is a description of my speaking problem: sometimes I get blocked and cant get it out of my mouth, I lose control over words and sounds when speaking, and I have problem initiating talk ( for example, in the class, I usually speak or answer a question without raising my hand for permission to speak, and I do it intentionally because it is much better that way, but no one understands why I do that and they think it is impolite, or maybe they get it, and they just dont accept it).