Let me tell you my story I am also from a upper middle class family Today was my exam and the girl sitting next to me was absolutely smoking gorgeous and I myself am good looking(8/10). I think she wanted to start a conversation and after the question papers were distributed she hastily asked me what my set was I looked and the paper and looked at her and tried to speak D.My fucking speech block didn't let me do so My eyes started closing and my face started to tense so i pretended to look closely at the question paper as I couldn't see the set and glanced at her finding she was looking at me After that I said dddd(in very low decibels)D! She gave me that same awkward smile that everyone does and told me hers was c and I never gained the courage to look into her eyes in the whole exam and just sat there in anxiety and restlessness trying to solve the questions but I couldn't as I was unable to process that incident I think what if I wasn't had speech disorder ,we may have atleast become good friends I have been rude to everyone in my family and hate my life.she was such a beautiful and nerdy looking girl I hate everything