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First job I’m 17 and I started my first ever job a couple of weeks ago as a waiter in a pub. So far it hasn’t been too bad. I like it but I find it so difficult to talk to customers. Just asking them “Are you okay?” is so difficult and it could take me ages to say while the customers are just staring at me. And on top of that my boss wants us all to be really smiley and chatty and I just can’t. I see all my coworkers who are able to deal with customers and make sure they’re okay with no problems at all and I just feel like shit that I can’t talk to people as easily and it takes so much more effort for me to ask a simple question. I don’t know what to do. I feel myself getting really anxious before going up to anyone now cause I know that what I’m about I say will be a challenge. I just wish I could talk to them like anyone else and not have to worry about embarrassing myself or them getting frustrated. I’m so sick of this god damn stutter and I’m starting to get really worried about potential future careers