Do you have food on the table every day? Do you have a home? Do you live in an area where your life is in constant danger? If you aren’t going hungry, aren’t homeless, and you are safe from harm…..you’re good bro. Sounds like you are mad because of the superficial things you do not have. The fact of life is that reciprocated love, money, and stuff is NOT owed to you and there’s no certainty that you will obtain any of those things. Life is just random chaos and getting through life is learning to deal with the hand you are dealt. What have you done to change any of the things that are making you unhappy?