social isolation due to severe stuttering

social isolation due to severe stuttering I am 19. I try to avoid communication with people as much as possible, even relatives. soon I will have to go to university again (3rd year) and look for a job. it seems impossible after a month of social isolation. the fear of society has grown to madness. and besides psychological reasons and fear, stuttering has now become accompanied by nervous tics and daily headaches. I feel stumped. I want to try to master some profession like web design or programming in order to work remotely and be able to completely distance myself socially. but it seems so complicated. I'm already used to being alone, but at the same time there is always a feeling that something is wrong. Fuck stuttering. It ruined my life. But i hope I can still get rid of it