I've stuttered all my life. I'll be 50 this year. I use to think it ruined my life too. I've cried, I've thought about suicide. But one day I woke up and realized fuck it and fuck everyone who judges me for having to deal with this. People are going to be dicks whether you have a stutter or not. This is how I view it for myself. I may have a disability, but God gave me other wonderful traits that everyone else lacks. Also the fun thing to remember, people will ALWAYS remember you.