When you used to go to school, did you just "numb" yourself?
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When you used to go to school, did you just "numb" yourself? Like you didn't want to do anything and all you did was want to get there and get out? My first day was today and I was so anxious all until I walked into the cafeteria, I was kinda nervous in some of my classes if i didnt have the teacher before but for the most part I just had to tell myself "chill the f**k out, its gonna be fine" and what do you know it was. The only thing that caught my eye was the english teacher said we have to give 2 speeches and afterwards I tried to tell him I stutter and immediately when blocking for a good 3 seconds he said, "you have a stutter its fine, you can present them after school". The only time I feel like I have to numb myself is when im around shitty people or teachers even if its a subject i do or dont like. It feels like I have to put on my iron man suit and just be so concentrated on not caring. I surely cant be the only person who felt like this? Can I?