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Venting/ Advice Hello everyone to put it very simple i think i need support or some form of help, ive been struggling with a stutter since i was a child but it never really ‘bothered’ me i guess it was because i was a child and didn’t have anything to worry about. Now that im an adult i have a lot of things to deal with and im stressed beyond belief! my mind is constantly running so fast and i can never slow it down. I cry every week alone in a dark room, and at times it gets really really dark to the point i’m worried for myself, I have an awful job i work stupidly long hours, but unfortunately every time i go for a job interview i get no response i suppose it’s because i stutter and they simply aren’t interested in me. I used to be such a happy smiley guy now im depressed all the time, angry and never smile i can see it myself. I have pushed all my friends away i just prefer to be left alone away from any social situation, I used to play football and be so athletic now im just nothing. Everytime i big myself up to go for a job or a club or any form of social interaction or even reach out to companies for job opportunities i talk myself out of it by telling myself im not good enough i wont get it anyway because of my stutter. Sometimes i just wish i could talk freely and not stress about words… Sorry to put such a negative post out i just feel awful and have no other words for it, nor do i have anyone to talk with, i bottle all my emotions up until i can’t take it anymore. i would appreciate any advice, help or anything. Thanks a lot everyone.