Alright enough of that. Don't listen to them. I'm 35(M) and I promise you that you don't want to live a life alone. I chose that path and it's miserable. If you do choose that path be prepared for depression and if you're up to it, a pretty bad hard drug addiction. At least in my case that's what happened. There's still hope for me however. And if there's still hope for me, there is for you too. It kills me inside when I see shit like this. Keep keeping on dude. Keep in mind that you aren't alone.